Another woe

hmmm
well i still remember how my teachers @ my coaching institute made us believe that college life would be fun and less academically demanding....well fun that's for sure but im contemplating about the latter thing i.e. ACADEMICS!!!
its hard 2 believe that we had approximately 75 tests in a minuscule span of 4 months in our first semester itself.....well the trouble is dat it doesnt end here , the thing dat saddens me is the how it all went wrong.
As any moderately ambitious student i started my pursuit of a decent CGPA(read 7.5) well i ended up achieving its mirror image (???). .... the biggest dissapointment 4 me was not the result it was my own lack of self belief dat i can recover from initial hiccups,my miserable span of attention and interests towards my studies (im decently intelligent)...well its the guilt of having fun at the cost of smthing more important...its a thing i still lament
doing badly in ur collg exams certainly aint cool its pretty depressing and its a burden u will have 2 live with in ur college and maybe ur life..
the 2nd year has started ..challenges are many ,a chance dats wat i have on my side and its upto me whether i can cross the threshold of miserable academic record.......ans lies within me
uzair